Betraying My Vows by Thorne Jaime

Author:Thorne, Jaime
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: UNKNOWN
Published: 2019-09-28T00:00:00+00:00

We haven't crossed any lines yet, not really. In the car, we came close but there is no need to count that. You'll know when we cross a real line, when we break the vows that bind you to another. You'll know.

The phone is for you to contact me. Burn this note and make sure no one ever sees that phone. I'll send you a message soon, and I expect a response immediately.

It was from him. I'd have known it was from Alexander even if he hadn't signed it. And I looked at the phone as if it weighed a thousand pounds, as if it carried the weight of the inevitable act that was to follow.

I knew what was going to happen. I knew that I was going to cheat. But I wasn't going to cheat yet and I wasn't going to stop. It would happen when he said it would happen.

But that time would be a long ways away.

Not actually that long, but three weeks can be an eternity when your whole life revolves around that moment in the future. My wedding day and all of the things that came with it, the ceremony and the celebration and the reuniting with him.

I didn't see Alexander once in that time, but I spoke with him every day. Not with our voices but texting back and forth on that burner phone, him and I both confessing the things that we would do to each other.

It was a game of cat and mouse and I was more than happy to be his prey, to bend to his whims and prove my fidelity to him time and again and again.

It was shameless, the things that I said and the things that I did. And though we never crossed the line of making anything physical it was clear to me what I was doing was cheating.

I don't want to deny that, because doing so could make you think that I think I'm faultless in this. I don't want to say that Scott did something wrong, that he holds any responsibility in this.

Scott is not without his flaws, but he did nothing to deserve an unfaithful partner. I know that I should have been good and true to him, that I shouldn't have pursued any of this.

And I really don't understand why, only that Alexander was capable of making me feel a way that I'd never felt before. That when he turned his possessive glare on me I knew it was wrong but I knew that it felt right.

He had wound me up and was playing me perfectly. Tugging on my strings to make me dance for him.

But I was aware. I knew what I was doing. I chose to do it all the same.

The rehearsal dinner the night before was the first time I was in the same room with him since the bachelorette party, and he spent every moment staring at me. He was blatant about it, enough that it should have been obvious to anyone.

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